In the early years of my life, I struggled to connect with the world around me and fit in with others. From a young age, I felt alienated and insecure, unable to shake the feeling that I didn’t belong. I hadn’t yet come to terms with the ethereal nature of my soul, which created many oversensitivity issues throughout my childhood and teenage years.

For a long time, the world seemed like a harsh place. All I wanted was peace and tranquility, but when those needs weren’t met (which was often), I lacked the ability to express myself or stand up for what I needed. This was a key part of my karmic lesson - to find balance in assertiveness.

At first, I struggled with being under-assertive, which left me feeling disempowered and made me susceptible to being taken advantage of by others. This tendency turned me into a chronic 'people-pleaser.' At one point, when I was 15, I nearly dropped out of school to train for the Olympics in a sport I didn’t even enjoy, all because I wanted to meet others' expectations.

At 16, I reached a breaking point. I rebelled, left home, and walked away from everything familiar in search of a life where no one could dictate my choices. I traveled, I partied, and I made countless mistakes. In my desperate quest to find myself and a sense of belonging, I failed to realise I was searching for something external that could only be found within.

Over time, I came to understand that the people and experiences I attracted were mirrors, challenging me to overcome my habit of withholding my truth. Deep down, I had always known who I was - I just didn’t know how to reconnect with myself.

Discovering my Soul Contract was a turning point. It revealed that I carry a 5-5 Physical Karma, and one of my primary life lessons is learning how to truly be here. This journey involves grounding myself, balancing assertiveness, fully integrating with my community, and embracing the sensitivity of my soul.

I also came to realize that my ethereal nature, heightened intuition, and natural ability to communicate were gifts. These qualities could be channeled into an inspired role -whether as a speaker, teacher, or guide - where I could share my wisdom and support others on their own journeys of self-discovery.

I’ve often wondered why people I barely knew would confide in me, sharing things they hadn’t told even their closest friends. Despite my natural shyness, I seemed to have a unique ability to connect deeply with others and engage in meaningful conversations. Though I often played the role of the ‘life of the party,’ that persona didn’t always match how I felt inside. Over time, I became skilled at wearing a mask when necessary, hiding the parts of me I thought others might not understand.

As a teenager, I started building a small social media following, traveling the world and documenting my adventures online while my peers were still focused on school. It didn’t take long for me to realise I had a gift for seeing things that others couldn’t. This ability opened doors to work in environments where my knack for driving change - both in people and situations - was highly valued. I became a trusted mediator, able to understand every perspective and see all sides of a story.

When I discovered my Soul Contract, everything fell into place. I understood the source of my gift: I could truely see people - I could sense people’s shadows and insecurities, even when they tried to hide them. This realisation unlocked my ability to guide others through transformation, helping them integrate both their light and their shadows.

The more I opened my heart, the more I became a permission slip for others to be seen, and the stronger my ability to initiate positive change grew. I began helping people rediscover their true essence and embrace their authentic power through revealing the unseen forces that were shaping their life in each and every moment.

I’ve always had a logical and analytical mind, able to ground any ideas presented to me by viewing them through a realistic lens. I've also had an innate ability to discern what’s worth my effort and what wasn’t, all without judgment or malice. This has meant that my life has often followed a pattern of absorbing, adapting, adjusting, and integrating - essentially, a process of trial and error.

Curiosity has always driven me. I’ve questioned everything and have valued spontaneity throughout my life. Along the way, I’ve experienced significant polarity—great highs and lows across my physical, spiritual, and emotional journeys. These experiences have allowed me to explore many facets of life, gain wisdom, develop a deep understanding of people, and demonstrate a high level of acceptance for life’s events.

When I discovered my Soul Contract, I realised that I am meant to explore many different paths, embrace what resonates with me, and ultimately create something new from it all.

I recognised my latent ability to assimilate systems and philosophies and began to harness this gift, along with my capacity to bring through new levels of understanding and contribute in a way that leaves a lasting impact on the lives of others.

I was also shocked to learn that the polarity experience tied to this frequency is Life/Death - and it’s not uncommon for those with 11-2 in their Soul Contract to experience a near-death event. When I was 17, I fell down a waterfall and had a profoundly transformative near death experience. Now, I understand this event was the first step in my awakening.

I used to describe myself as "all or nothing." My life would often swing between extremes - either I was rushing, always feeling like there was never enough time, and then crashing hard, or I would be aware of this potential for extremes and fall into a state of blocked passion, stuckness, and underachievement. Inertia would take over.

Even when I experienced early success, there was always a subtle sense that I hadn’t fulfilled my potential. It was never enough.

This mindset fed into issues with my self-worth, where I tended to undervalue and underestimate my abilities - especially when it came to expressing my knowledge. I carried insecurities rooted in harsh self-judgment, which led to constant second-guessing and seeking reassurance and validation from others.

When I discovered my Soul Contract, I realised that beneath it all, I was dealing with an imbalance - physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I realised that a deep sense of unworthiness was driving the decisions in my life, and fuelling my compulsive need to always be "doing" without ever feeling like it was enough.

I came to understand that I had deep-seated limiting beliefs around money, sexuality, and self-worth, and these beliefs were creating the chaos in my life. I learned that healing my relationship with these areas would open the door to everything I had ever dreamed of - and so much more.

Through establishing balance and healing my relationship to these things, I now deeply appreciate and embrace these expansive energies. This is an ongoing journey, but that pendulum, which once swung between burnout and inertia, no longer swings nearly as far in either direction.

I’ve always been highly creative. When my mind is set on something, I can push forward relentlessly, no matter what obstacles arise. When something resonates deeply with me, I channel all my energy into that project. Once I’m focused, there’s very little that can stand in my way.

When I discovered my Soul Contract, I understood the core of this drive. I realised that my ability to take a spark of inspiration and expand it into something real was my gift. Essentially, I was turning light information into physical manifestation.

I learned that I’m a born creator, someone who thrives on freedom in how I express myself in the world. I came to see myself as a fertile garden bed for the universe—here to nurture thoughts, ideas, and inspiration into reality.

Now, I consciously use this talent to co-create my life and teach others how to do the same by aligning with their unique gifts and abilities

Travel, independence, and freedom have always been a priority for me. I am highly goal-oriented and have the drive to make things happen.

When I discovered my Soul Contract, I realised that my desire for travel stems from an unconscious need to reconnect with people and places, to download or reconnect with the ancient wisdom that these places hold.

I learned that I have brought forward many influences from past lives - specifically talents and teachings from previous incarnations - and that my path now involves integrating these influences to become a spiritual teacher. As I gain knowledge, I am here to share it with others.

I also learned that my journey is about realising who I truly am at a deeper level, and ultimately, coming to the decision of who I am in this lifetime.

To embody my Soul Destinty is to be a mirror to others. 

This reflects my ongoing journey of self-discovery and soul-searching, with relationships as my greatest teacher. Through what I learn about myself in connection with others, I gain profound insight into who I truly am.

I will continue to face experiences that test my strength and happiness - each challenge designed to expand my understanding. These lessons allow me to connect with and support others on a deeply personal level.

Ultimately, I am here to serve as a reflection for others, helping them uncover the true essence at the core of their being. My purpose is to guide others on their path and destiny by translating spiritual concepts into accessible insights.

On a physical level, I am here to channel inspired wisdom and create spiritual materials that benefit the well-being of others.